P.S.

P.S. I should have let you die when you were 4 years old and you were lying there in that ditch. I should have gone full ahead of getting you lost in that M'sian plantation when you were 6. I've wanted to kill you for so goddamn long, you dont know how happy this makes me. You know what you mudderfucker...I really hope you read this. I sincerely do, even 40 years down the road I am not goin to apologize for my murderous tendencies. You were never one of us, you will never be. Just keep your filthy mouth out of my affairs, your filthy hands out of my property and your filthy friends out of my areas. Mum was there to save you always, I'll wait till she's gone.